A late update

I wonder why I'm posting again. It's been so, so long since I last made a post. I can't really seem to stay that long, or that dedicated if I don't believe in something. That's a feeling that exists in all people. No one probably reads this thing that much, or at all.

I think one must wonder, though: Why am I posting here, of all places? Why don't I start afresh and make something new, or wipe it all clean? It's probably because, discarding the past also means discarding yourself. The past is what made you what you are; it is the chronicle of what you have been, and what you are. Even behind the anonymity of the internet, this exists. I'll probably forget it, never touch or look at these older posts ever again, but they contributed to my experiences, and I acknowledge that. That's why I made a blog with the intention of it being an amalgam of many subjects that I do. It's messy, but this is probably more true to myself.